Whether you are a survivor of any trauma looking for answers and trying to understand, a person who has awaken to the deception or even someone just entering the realization of what is happening, the following could assist you in that journey.

Survivor – Eye of the Tiger (Official HD Video)

Remember these are real people with real experiences and insights to the darkness that has been hidden.

Nekrogoblikon – Darkness [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

It’s time the journey to truth is spread throughout every nation of this planet.

Passenger | Survivors (Official Video)

Eyes Wide Open – Fiona Barnett

CIA Child Trafficking | MK-ULTRA in Australia Ritual Abuse & Mind Control | Trauma-Based Forced Dissociation Trauma-Focused Integration.

Eyes Wide Open – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Ritual Abuse & Mind Control: The Manipulation of Attachment Needs – Orit Badouk Epstein, Joseph Schwartz, Rachel Wingfield Schwartz

People who have survived ritual abuse or mind control experiments have often been silenced, accused of lying, mocked and disbelieved. 

Clinicians working with survivors often find themselves isolated, facing the same levels of disbelief and denial from other professionals within the mental health field. 

This report – based on proceedings from a conference on the subject – presents knowledge and experience from both clinicians and survivors to promote understanding and recovery from organized and ritual abuse, mind control and programming. 

The book combines:

  • clinical presentations
  • survivors’ voices
  • research material

to help address the ways in which we can work clinically with mind control and cult programming from the perspective of relational psychotherapy.

Ritual Abuse and Mind Control: The Manipulation of Attachment Needs – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Port Arthur: Enough Is Enough – Mary Maxwell and Dee McLachlan

By laying responsibility on Martyn Bryant for the Port Arthur massacre, Australians were then deprived of most of their firearms, with severe and expensive-to-comply-with restrictions on possession of a long gun. 

Possessing a handgun is even more difficult. 

The truth is:

Martyn Bryant was an innocent victim like so many other mind-controlled slaves who have been used to suppress liberty.

enough-is-enough-22-8-16.pdf (gumshoenews.com)

Out of the Madhouse: From Asylums to Caring Community? – Margaret Leggatt & Sandy Jeffs

Larundel Psychiatric Hospital was ‘the madhouse on the edge of town’ – until the 1990s, a Melbourne cultural icon shrouded in mystery in the outer suburb of Bundoora.

What was it really like inside this madhouse?

This story takes us into the heart of Larundel through the voices of former inmates and staff, exposing the best and worst aspects of the mental institutions of the times. 

It shows the shifts in psychiatric treatments, the social forces at play, and changes driving mental health policy. 

It explores what de-institutionalization and ‘care in the community’ actually meant for those suffering mental illness, as well as for those treating, and caring for them.

What did we lose with Larundel’s closure in 1999 and the move to acute psychiatric wards in general hospitals?

The notion of asylum?

Is the more recent notion of ‘recovery’ a hopeful signpost towards a brave new world for mental health?

The authors are Sandy Jeffs, a former inmate of Larundel, who became an advocate for her ‘mad’ comrades and is now a poet of distinction; and Margaret Leggatt, sociologist, occupational therapist and activist for the friends and families of mentally ill people.

Book Review: Out of the madhouse: from asylums to caring community? – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Journal of Trauma & Dissociation the Official Journal of the International Society for the Study of Trauma & Dissociation

List of issues Journal of Trauma & Dissociation (tandfonline.com)

From the Trenches: A Victim and Therapist Talk about Mind Control and Ritual Abuse – Wendy Hoffman & Alison Miller

This book is a shaking read, its controversial political statement putting forward the demand that readers accept the existence of conscious splitting of personality through treachery, deception, betrayal, torture, and violence.

Beginning with the introductory poem, the book is an outcry about the significance of personal freedom as well as a blazing plea for commitment to making these abuses known and helping victims achieve safety and healing.

The two authors present victims’ horrendous experiences in a rational, factual, and professional way, building a foundational knowledge regarding what mind control is, how it uses deceit and lies, and how through betrayal and attachment trauma the basis is laid for lifelong exploitation.

The authors present the terrifying and horrible situations that children are exposed to as they are coerced into actions that go against their own beliefs and true natures.

The cooperation of the two authors, client and therapist, based on mutual respect, serves as a model for every change process: solidarity, freedom, and equality.

From the Trenches: A Victim and Therapist Talk about Mind Control and Ritual Abuse – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control – Alison Miller  

Healing the Unimaginable:

Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control is a practical, task-oriented, instructional manual designed to help therapists provide effective treatment for survivors of these most extreme forms of child abuse and mental manipulation.

Healing the Unimaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Becoming Yourself Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse – Alison Miller

In contrast to the author’s previous book, Healing the Unimaginable:

Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control, which was for therapists, this book is designed for survivors of these abuses.

It takes the survivor systematically through understanding the abuses and how his or her symptoms may be consequences of these abuses and gives practical advice regarding how a survivor can achieve stability and manage the life issues with which he or she may have difficulty.

The book also teaches the survivor how to work with his or her complex personality system and with the traumatic memories, to heal the wounds created by the abuse.

A unique feature of this book is that it addresses the reader as if he or she is dissociative and directs some information and exercises towards the internal leaders of the personality system, teaching them how to build a cooperative and healing inner community within which information is shared, each part’s needs are met, and traumatic memories can be worked through successfully.

Becoming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Becoming Yourself. Miller: Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming: Internet Archive

Deliverance “A Royal Commission And ‘Pizzagate’ Reveal Society’s Hidden Controllers” – Mary W Maxwell

The book covers the Australian Royal Commission into Institutional Responses to Child Sexual Abuse.

Part 2 is called “Pizzagate: They Stand Incriminated”

Part 3: “Tavistock, Social Engineering and Lucifer”

while a final, fourth part tries to trace the human nature of these bizarre behaviors (“Considering Humanity”).

Deliverance__.pdf (gumshoenews.com)

A Brain of My Own: A Memoir About Dissociation Dissolved – Wendy Hoffman

A Brain of My Own is about slavery, about brains stolen in childhood and before; brains that have been:

  • intruded upon
  • stopped
  • shrunk
  • paralyzed

We know about the history of people whose bodies were enslaved; but we know barely anything about the victims who appear free but whose brains are invisibly chained.

Nor do we know about the international collusion, silence, and apathy that surround this kind of slavery.

A Brain of My Own describes Wendy Hoffman’s final years of attempting escape from the criminal mind control cult into which she had the misfortune of being born.

This is her third memoir, and chronicles the final years of reclaiming her brain, including the ongoing abuse and torture during her recovery process.

Hoffman describes the ways in which perpetrators manipulate the brain to create amnesiac barriers, methods held secret for generations.

She exposes the duplicity of perpetrators functioning as normal people in the ordinary world and what is under their masks.

She gives advice about how to spot seemingly helpful people who are actually out to destroy victims of mind control.

This kind of dissociation is difficult to overcome, but the path back to full humanity is possible and happening.

Wendy Hoffman is a survivor of organized criminal abuse and has been a psychotherapist for over two decades working in general practice and the field of recovering dissociated memories and trauma.

She has a master’s in social work and two Masters of Fine Arts.

Now that she has brought together the separated parts of her mind, taken her life back, and achieved freedom, she wants to help other survivors also become free of mind control.

Wendy recorded her struggle to free herself from imposed dissociation in her memoirs:

Enslaved Queen (2014)

White Witch in a Black Robe (2015)

and now

A Brain of my Own (2020)

She co-authored a book of essays, From the Trenches, with Alison Miller (2018).

Surviving Evil: CIA Mind Control Experiments in Vermont – Karen Wetmore

Beginning at age thirteen, Karen Wetmore was subjected to horrific treatment in Vermont State Hospital and related facilities. 

Through years of investigative journalism, and numerous Freedom of Information Act requests, she was able do document that she was a victim of secret CIA mind control experiments as an adolescent, and of sexual abuse by one of her psychiatrists. 

Karen’s psychiatrists included Robert Hyde, M.D., who was cleared at TOP SECRET as the contractor on CIA LSD experiments conducted under MKULTRA Subprojects:

  • 8
  • 10
  • 63

and 66.

Karen calls for an investigation into the nearly 3000 deaths at Vermont State Hospital from 1952 to 1973, when CIA money was pouring into the hospital.

These deaths may have provided cover for terminal experiments conducted at the hospital.

Surviving Evil; CIA Mind Control Experiments in Vermont – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Shattered but Unbroken Voices of Triumph and Testimony – Valerie Sinason, Amelia Van der Merwe

Shattered but Unbroken is an edited volume focusing on Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), which combines the narratives of survivors of ritual abuse with academic contributions on the causes, correlates and interventions applicable to DID.

The book is divided into two distinct parts.

Part1 begins with the missing memoir of Anna, a survivor of ritual abuse.

Anna chose not to publish her memoir for fear of retribution from her perpetrators.

The plight of Anna is interwoven between all the contributions in the book, be they life writing or academic contributions.

So too are the life writings of Annalise, writing under pseudonym. Instead of using Anna’s memoir, the politics of anonymity is addressed by a range of survivors of ritual abuse, who write about their decision to use their real name in their narratives, or to use pseudonyms.

Part 2 of the book contains academic contributions, which deal with the causes, correlates and interventions applicable to the most common response to ritual abuse, DID.

Shattered But Unbroken: Voices of Triumph and Testimony – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

The Enslaved Queen: A Memoir About Electricity and Mind Control – Wendy Hoffman

Written by a survivor of mind control and ritual abuse who is also a therapist, this memoir exposes the existence and practices of organized criminal groups who abuse children, helps survivors of those abuses, and provides important information for professionals about the dissociative brain.

The author’s poetic prose contrasts with the horror of the subject matter.

The adult journeys back to give voice to infant and child parts of her, describing her handlers’ early interventions to destroy bonding and create dissociation, the foundation of reverse-Kabbalah suicide and pathway programming, and the installation of mind control.

Scenes from ordinary life are interspersed throughout the memoir.

Nazi post-war recruitment of American subjects during the 1940s and 50s (including the infamous Dr. Mengele), children used for prostitution, pornography and the drug trade along with the workings of the Illuminati leadership and their international Feast of the Beast rituals are all included.

The memoir also covers attempts at recovery, experiences with cult therapists in disguise and finally the author’s work with an honest, competent therapist, which led to healing and her brain melding together.

The ending acknowledges spiritual experiences, the power of love, the memory process, and thoughts on living and surviving a life such as hers.

The Enslaved Queen; A Memoir About Electricity and Mind Control – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Shatter: The True Story of Kathy Roth’s Eight Separate Personalities and Her Struggle to Become Whole – Nancy Hughes Clark & Kathy Roth

At thirty-six, Kathy Roth had the best of life.

A comfortable Connecticut home.

A happy marriage.

Four beautiful children.

And the energy to run a successful clothing business in the tough New York world of fashion.

Then she traveled to a professional seminar in Atlanta – and her life changed forever.

For the first time, Kathy discovered the terrifying truth that eight separate people were living inside her – each a separate entity, each aware of the others.

And they had been with her all along, hidden.

Now they were out, and her world become one of ceaseless torment.

Despite her anguish, Kathy Roth refused to shatter.

She summoned the strength to delve deep into her shadowy childhood, whose traumas and forbidden secrets she shut away, even from herself.

Through it all, Kathy fought to keep her business, her marriage, and her family together.

Travel with Kathy into the depths of mind and soul as she courageously attempts to fuse the personalities that threaten her very existence.

Hers is a compelling, intensely personal, and triumphant story you will never forget.

Shatter: the true story of Kathy Roth’s eight separate personalities and her struggle to become whole – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Madness: A Memoir – Kate Richards

Madness, a memoir is an insight into what it’s like to live with psychosis over a period of ten years, in which bouts of acute illness are interspersed with periods of sanity.

The world is beautiful and terrifying and sometimes magical.

The sanctity of life is at times precious and at times precarious and always fragile.

It’s a story of learning to manage illness with courage and creativity, of achieving balance and living well.

It is for everyone now living within the world of madness, for everyone touched by this world, and for everyone seeking to further his or her understanding of it, whether you think of madness as a biological illness of the brain or an understandable part of the continuum of the human condition. 

It’s not every day you get to admit you’re mad.

The thing with psychosis is that when I’m sick I believe the delusional stuff to the same degree that you might know the sky is above and the earth below.

And if someone were to say to me that the delusional thinking is, in fact, delusional, well that’s the same as if I assure you now that we walk on the sky.

Of course you wouldn’t believe me, and that’s why it’s sometimes so hard for people who are sick like this to know that they need treatment.

Psychosis and severe depression have a huge effect on how you relate to other people and how you see the world. It’s a bit like being in a vacuum, or behind a wall of really thick glass . . . you lose any sense of connectedness.

You’re cast adrift from everyone and everything that matters. I’ve lived with acute psychosis and depression for the best part of twenty years.

This is the story of my journey from chaos to balance, and from limbo to meaning.

Kate Richards is a trained doctor currently working in medical research.

Madness: A Memoir – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Surviving the Angel of Death the True Story of a Mengele Twin in Auschwitz – Eva Mozes Kor & Lisa Rojany Buccieri

Eva Mozes Kor was 10 years old when she arrived in Auschwitz.

While her parents and two older sisters were taken to the gas chambers, she and her twin, Miriam, were herded into the care of the man known as the Angel of Death, Dr. Josef Mengele.

Mengele’s twins were granted the privileges of keeping their own clothes and hair, but they were also subjected to sadistic medical experiments and forced to fight daily for their own survival, as most of the twins died as a result of the experiments or from the disease and hunger pervasive in the camp. In a narrative told with emotion and restraint, readers will learn of a child’s endurance and survival in the face of truly extraordinary evil.

The book also includes an epilogue on Eva’s recovery from this experience and her remarkable decision to publicly forgive the Nazis.

Through her museum and her lectures, she has dedicated her life to giving testimony on the Holocaust, providing a message of hope for people who have suffered, and working toward goals of forgiveness, peace, and the elimination of hatred and prejudice in the world.

Surviving the Angel of Death: The True Story of a Mengele Twin in Auschwitz – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

White Witch in a Black Robe: A True Story About Criminal Mind Control – Wendy Hoffman

White Witch in a Black Robe is a memoir about how secret high-level mind control is performed throughout victims’ lives and the ways heads of governments and religious organizations participate in this, as well as the healing process and how one’s mind becomes whole again. 

People wonder what is the matter with the world that we live in. 

Hoffman’s book gives us one of the answers we seek.

The memoir begins with her childhood in a multigenerational satanic cult family, her ordinary life in the normal world and her hidden secret tortuous simultaneous world.

Eventually, she finds a therapist who can help her disentangle the professional, intricate mind control and decides to tell the world her story.

The second part of the book describes her world travels as an Illuminati queen and prophet, encountering well-known leaders whose names have been changed for this memoir. 

This section might especially shock the reader and change people’s world view. 

The final section portrays Hoffman’s process of weaving the pieces of her mind back together, discovering what was left to heal after her integration process, and becoming adjusted to life with a whole mind.

This book is important for survivors of mind control and ritual abuse, their therapists and counsellors, and the general public to finally understand what is really happening in the world. 

Roxanne My Extraordinary Life – Roxanne Holmes

At 17 she was living in an old car, fleeing across the continent, committing armed robbery to please the convicted child molester who had ‘befriended’ her.

Taking handfuls of drugs to block out her demons: memories of an abused childhood, life on the streets, years in and out of institutions, cold and hungry days on the run, panic attacks in jail.

Her name is Roxanne. 

This is her life, in her own words. 

You would imagine Roxanne would have died in some gutter of an overdose by now. 

Wrong. 

She is not only alive, she has been drug-free for several years, has a home of her own, and a young daughter.

Roxanne’s extraordinary life will grip you with horror, but she will ultimately challenge and inspire you. 

When Rabbit Howls – Truddi Chase

Truddi Chase began therapy to discover why she suffered from blackouts. 

What surfaced was terrifying:

she was inhabited by ‘the Troops’-92 individual personalities.

This groundbreaking true story is made all the more extraordinary in that it was written by the Troops themselves.

What they reveal is a spellbinding descent into a personal hell-and an ultimate deliverance for the woman they became.

When rabbit howls: the troops for Truddi Chase – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

SPARKY: Surviving Sex Magick – Juliette M Engel

Sparky: Surviving Sex Magick is the literary memoir of a little girl warrior, who survived. 

Sparky’s story shines the spotlight on crimes against American children that were sanctioned on a national scale by the United States government. 

At the age of six in 1955, she was sold by her parents to the Sex Magick cult run by the CIA under its illegal program of secret experimentation on mind control called Monarch. 

By the time she was ten, she’d been purposely split into multiple identities, each one associated with a different age and place as her family moved around the country to avoid Child Protective Services and the police. 

With each new identity, she forgot the last one. In Imperial Beach, California, a tough neighborhood of gangs and brothels abutting the Tijuana Sewer and the Mexican border, she discovered her own courage in the determined persona of a new character, Sparky MacGregor, a Scottish girl who stepped from the pages of an old book and chided her for being weak and afraid. 

When they touched hands, she exhaled the last vestiges of fear and defeat. 

She became a warrior who never surrendered. 

As she grew older, Sparky’s memory faded as she was moved from one location to the next. 

At the age of seventeen, she escaped from a camp in Big Sur, and left childhood behind. 

She became a physician, raised a family and moved to Moscow where she founded and ran an underground railroad for child sex trafficking victims from the former USSR. 

Years later, she returned to Imperial Beach to speak at an international conference on border security. 

The memory of her lost childhood suddenly returned. It hung in the briny air of the wetlands that stretched south to Tijuana. 

It was there that she re-discovered Sparky. 

When they touched hands again, the fusion of past and present was like the purr of two engines meshed into synchrony. 

“Do you remember your promise to me?” Sparky asked.

“You vowed to write our terrible story, making it beautiful.”

This is Sparky’s story.

SPARKY: Surviving Sex Magick – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Innocence Revisited: A Tale in Parts: A Memoir – Dr Cathy Kezelman

“Innocence Revisited: A Tale in Parts” is not just another memoir by another victim of child sexual abuse.

It is an intensely personal story which skillfully weaves a tale back and forth through time and space, capturing the confusion and despair of both the child and the adult as she searches for certainty in a world of shadows and falsehood.

We journey with Cathy as she goes in search of ten lost years of her childhood, feeling her suffering acutely but also celebrating her triumphs.

It is also a vivid portrayal both of the intricate psychological contortions of a child towards psychic survival and of the mental processes of the adult towards a full life.

This book is a message of hope for those staring death in the face, those who cannot see a way forward into a life of health, those who daily revisit the terror and abject cruelty of their childhoods and those who fear they are losing their minds and descending into madness.

It is a landmark book – a roadmap to health for those who feel isolated, lost and terrified and a reflective guide for the health professionals who work with them.

In telling her story Cathy displays how an analytical psychotherapeutic process can guide a trauma survivor from confusion through chaos to stability and understanding.

The story ends with a quiet sense of hope as Cathy, having integrated those ten forgotten childhood years, enjoys enriched relationships with her family and friends, and an untapped enthusiasm for the next phase of her life.

Innocence Revisited: A Tale in Parts: A Memoir – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

A Long Way from No Go A Memoir – Tjanara Goreng Goreng, with Julie Szego

This is a memoir of an Aboriginal woman, Tjanara Goreng Goreng, who began life without any of the advantages of her fellow non-Indigenous Australians except for grit, humor and diverse talent in spades. 

Through one woman’s story, this book shines a light on the shameful treatment and betrayal of first Australians by individuals and social institutions since European take over. 

This is a story of resilience, courage and Tjanara’s remarkable capacity to overcome unending barriers. 

She is an inspiration to all fellow Australians and more specifically to the disenfranchised, marginalized and voiceless Indigenous communities. 

‘If you’re not faint hearted, and your mind, spirit and soul are open to hearing some hideous home truths about a particularly dark chapter in Australia’s history, you need to read this incredible tale of survival…a tale of reckoning that deserves every acclaim.’ — Independent Australia

Left Unsaid: A Triumph of Sibling Love Over Parental Neglect & Institutional Care – Margo O’Bryne 

This memoir is about the growing up years of Margo and Micko O’Byrne. 

Their childhood story wasn’t told; it was hidden and lied about.

When their mother disappeared, they delved into their past and transformed it from a confused knot of shadows and secrets into one they could accept.

Flying with Paper Wings: Recollections on Living with Madness – Sandy Jeffs

Sandy Jeffs grows up in an Australian country town in the 1950s and 60s, domestic violence ripping her family to shreds.

As a student in the 1970s she comes to terms with her sexuality as part of an alternative family.

With the onset of schizophrenia at age 23 Sandy’s world falls apart.

Flying with Paper Wings offers privileged insights into madness – medical, social, personal – as well as disturbing reflections on its causes and its care.

It is also a story of how poetry can become a personal savior in the face of nearly irresistible forces.

Flying with paper wings: reflections on living with madness Sandy Jeffs Flying with paper wings: reflections on living with madness 2009 Melbourne: Vulgar Press, ISBN: 9780980665109, pp. 270, Softcover $33.00. – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

All Together Now: A Multiple’s Story of Hope and Healing – Dejoly Labrier

Terrified and isolated, deJoly LaBrier, struggled to keep her sanity in an insane world of:

  • sexual abuse
  • human trafficking
  • mind control

and government human experimentation.

In All Together Now, A Multiple’s Story of Hope & Healing, deJoly not only describes the horror of her everyday life at home but focuses on healing from Multiple Personality Disorder caused by the abuse. 

This book pieces together into one beautiful quilt, a life of terror inside a Marine Corps family. 

A story of hope, this book gives practical detailed ways in which those dealing with trauma can heal. 

Explicit writings from the journals of deJoly’s 60+ alter personalities kept throughout the healing process, reveal a hidden life of satanic ritual abuse, military programming, a military sex ring, and multiple personalities. 

deJoly brings together the pieces of herself with words, art and fabric, creating a joyful quilt of her healing and her life. 

Using:

  • art therapy
  • music
  • poetry
  • sewing
  • physical exercise

and movement, as well as meetings where the 12-Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous are the foundation, deJoly believes healing can occur with a strong commitment to working for that vision of oneself.

All together now: a multiple’s story of hope & healing – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org) 

All Of Me: My Incredible True Story of How I Learned to Live with the Many Personalities Sharing My Body – Kim Noble

When Kim Noble was younger than five years old, her personality splintered and fractured.

She was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), which causes unbearable pain.

Now her body plays host to more than 20 different personalities, or ‘alters’.

There are women and men, adults and children; there is a scared little boy who speaks only Latin, an elective mute, a gay man and an anorexic teenager.

All of Me tells of Kim’s terrifying battles to understand her own mind, of her desperate struggle against all odds to win back her 13-year-old daughter, and of her courage in trying to make sense of her life.

It is by turns shocking, inspiring, sometimes funny, and deeply moving.

All of me: how I learned to live with the many personalities sharing my body – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Tiger, Tiger: A Memoir – Margaux Fragoso

This extraordinary memoir is an unprecedented glimpse into the psyche of a young girl in free fall and conveys to readers — including parents and survivors of abuse — just how completely a pedophile enchants his victim and binds her to him.

One summer day, Margaux Fragoso meets Peter Curran at the neighborhood swimming pool, and they begin to play.

She is seven; he is fifty-one.

When Peter invites her and her mother to his house, the little girl finds a child’s paradise of exotic pets and an elaborate backyard garden.

Her mother, beset by mental illness and overwhelmed by caring for Margaux, is grateful for the attention Peter lavishes on her, and he creates an imaginative universe for her, much as Lewis Carroll did for his real-life Alice.

In time, he insidiously takes on the role of Margaux’s playmate, father, and lover.

Charming and manipulative, Peter burrows into every aspect of Margaux’s life and transforms her from a child fizzing with imagination and affection into a brainwashed young woman on the verge of suicide.

But when she is twenty-two, it is Peter — ill, and wracked with guilt — who kills himself, at the age of sixty-six.

Told with lyricism, depth, and mesmerizing clarity, Tiger, Tiger vividly illustrates the healing power of memory and disclosure.

This extraordinary memoir is an unprecedented glimpse into the psyche of a young girl in free fall and conveys to readers — including parents and survivors of abuse — just how completely a pedophile enchants his victim and binds her to him.

Tiger, tiger: a memoir – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

Today I’m Alice: Nine Personalities, One Tortured Mind – Alice Jamieson

When Alice was a teenager, strange things started happening to her.

Hours of her life simply disappeared.

She’d hear voices shouting at her, telling her she was useless.

And the nightmares that had haunted her since early childhood, scenes of men abusing her, became more detailed . . . more real.

Staring at herself in the mirror she’d catch her face changing, as if someone else was looking out through her eyes.

In this work she describes her journey from a teenage girl battling anorexia and OCD, drowning the voices with alcohol, to a young woman slipping further and further into mental illness.

It was only after years lost in institutions that she was correctly diagnosed with multiple personality disorder.

When her alternative personalities were revealed in therapy, she discovered how each one had their own memories of abuse and a full picture of her childhood finally emerged.

As she learned to live with her many ‘alters’, she set out to confront the man who had caused her unbearable pain.

Moving and ultimately inspiring, this is a gripping account of a rare condition, and the remarkable story of a courageous woman.

Today I’m Alice: nine personalities, one tortured mind – Anna’s Archive (annas-archive.org)

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