Your research writing has been a strong backbone in this confusing time – Bless You! This July has been one of the most hard and spiritually developing period in my life. I Thank The Lord for it, now deep from my heart. Still have some guilt for my pet as she was the starting point and the suffering she went through due to my ignorance or in the long stretch an almost invisible selfishness dominated with a nearly obsession to make smart purchases, not fancy valuable items but daily one, too much of it, it turned out, Starting to give away, a big release. Another thing is the survival instinct we all have. By co incidence, in fact from the Spirit, I met a Canadian 86 y man living in Sweden due to health issues?! He had ancester in a mall place, which my father visit, and the name resembled to his family history. He stated IQ 135, the brother 180?!. BUT his building and approach of making his house, barns, sawmill, pound, garden etc all by himself state something very diffrent from most of us. He agreed to I pray for him as I believed he had a Spiritual connection. I will try to not slip, at least not too long, from this road. All Guidance from the Lord and Holy Ghost to You